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I cant believe that girl from X is british

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We were gonna use this for something but the project file corrupted and we can no longer access it to mix or change anything so we're stuck with this mix and y'all get a one-off single now

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Lately I've been trying to be honest with myself
Stop numbing my brain finally put a name to my disease
Stop accepting the cloud looming over
Stop accepting that I'll always feel this
Sense of loss
Emptiness
I'll rise above this mountain of shame

It's so easy to convince myself it's all my fault
Just as easy to bury my head into the sand
Nuance isnt my strong suit
All or nothing here
Am I innocent or
Is it all on me

What's the boundary
How do I draw a line
How much of my life
Do I get to blame on you
How can I ignore all the steps that
I took on my own time
How much was influenced by you

Nine years old
Coming home with tears in my eyes
While you still held all my trust I came to you for help
But you wouldnt take my word, I was just a kid
I had to be lying I'm the one who fucked up

Laying in the kitchen tears are streaming down my face
Punished, confused, screaming I dont understand
Hurting based on rumors I cant even comprehend
Mother says she believes me but doesnt raise a hand

Now what
How do
I forget about it or the habits
It brought
To be ostracized

Used to
Being
Excluded from everything
And now that
I have friends
Dont know what to feel

Red rover, red rover
Send someone the fuck over
Innocent in my intention couldn't predict it would happen
Over, and over
Plays inside my fuckin head
I was far too young to sit and wish that I was fucking dead

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released February 17, 2023

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Joseph Fox (Tulsa, OK) - Guitars/Production

Destin Taylor (Port Huron, MI) - Vocals/drum programming

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