I don't have a gun but if I did I'd call it the Iron Giant

from HITBOX by hitbox

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How is it still getting worse? Everything still fucking hurts. How can I move foreward when it takes so little to crash?
Try to just do something small. Try to just reach out to someone I know but everyone seems out of reach. Can't even begin to t-t-t-talk.

I've been feeling so alone surrounded with love. Feel like I'm not meant to have it, dont deserve to feel right.
I got it mixed up with rubber and glue; good feelings bounce back to you.

Every nonsense feeling I have sticks with me all day.

Want to simply not exist. Want to become nothing
I don't even want to die, just want to be blank.

Feel like iI'm repeating days. Feels like I'm losing my mind.
I'm losing time and hearing shit again.

That voice. Calling me. Fuck. I can't Pretend I..

Can't pretend I don't feel it
Can't decide what isn't real
Can't figure out how I'll heal
I don't know how to keep living

Why is it still getting worse? Of course it's still getting worse. Why would it get better when I do nothing but make it worse?
Fuck. Why do I live like this? How can I live like this?
I can't get this weight off my back long enough to crawl out.

Fuck. I was not meant for this. I can't just hate for this.
Have to refrain from this fucking feeling that I'm fated to be a waste of time. A waste of everybody's patience. A fucking drain on all my friends' good will

One day I'll be happy. One day I'll get it. Bide my time. If I make it.

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from HITBOX, released April 23, 2022

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