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this is a song about being gangstalked (ft. /papercut)

from GLOBAL AND OFFENSIVE by hitbox

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lyrics

I'm
Seeing the eyes in the dark again
Always watch every move hoping to catch me
Cant even tell what is real
I'm always looking over my shoulder
Convinced that somethings there

Fuck
Losing face to the void again
Broadcasting all of my failures to
Mysterious entities or
Any motherfucker with a reason to harm

I'm Consuming
Anything to dull the edge
So I dont think about the things
That others can
Percieve about my life

Conscious leaving
In a state of emptyness
The eyes return they're always there
To think I'll escape was a fabulous lie

Fuck
Is anyone out there
Fuck it

Come
Show your face you cowards
I'm under control

I cant relax
Every nerve is about to break

I cant handle
The uncertainty

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I cant handle
All of this uncertainty
Is it all real or in my head
Does it really matter if it's still my life

Falling farther
Into this chasm i call
My mind and all it's nervous thoughts
I wish I could just live a regular life

Why
Cant I shake this
Know it's a delusion but it feels so
Real
I'm feeling sick
Surrounded on all sides but when
I turn around I see no-one

Fuck this
I'm done
Throwing
Away the pieces because
Something in my brain tells me they just dont fit

Pieces
Of me
My life
And everything I've lived
Shattered, cut like glass
Fingers shred to make them stay

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from GLOBAL AND OFFENSIVE, released November 24, 2022

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